life in sa...

2006-12-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

blog is moved to http://iequalme.blogspot.com/ go there k!!!

2006-12-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

As is finally over...hooray!

for the past few days, i've been watching a jap drama 'one litre of tears'. its about this 15 yr old girl who suffered from an intractable disease called spinocerebellar degeneration. as time passes, she will not be able to walk, eat and talk while her mind is still clear of what's happening around her. so sad...this kind of show makes pp appreciate their own life. its a true story btw, the girl managed to live for another 10 yrs and died at the age of 25. the only thing is that unlike in the drama, the girl didn't get to experience love in real life. well..this just shows how cruel reality is can be. everyone should go and watch 'one litre of tears'..and cry cry cry...

panick...

2006-10-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

As is only like less than two weeks away. frankly speaking, i'm still not prepared. i tink my greatest fear will be gp, the subject which i tink i have deteriorated in throughout the two yrs in jc. i had many thoughts running through my mind these past few weeks while mugging. wat if i don't get to finish grasping some of the phy topics, or my food chem. furthermore i seldom practise math so as to devote more time for the other two subjects, feel so risky. in 1 month's time, As is gg to end...so near yet so far.

2006-10-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

hell virus...hate virus... my life is really damn dull without internet lah. all thanks to VIRUS. walau eh...fuck lah, and tink it was caused by me..i went to download firefox wat e hell, cannot watch youtube anymore. i already 1 week never go youtube liao...can't stand it.

anw...this is one of the rare days tt my internet works. but the virus somehow manage to prevent youtube videos from playing. mm...got back my prelim results...better than what i expected. now As is only 4 wks away...its not very long...yup the four wks before prelims passed like damn fast. library is so full of pp now..morning cafe is not as noisy as before now. everyone is going for their peak...hope sa wil be in the top 5 lah...ahaha...

2006-09-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

yeah! went to kbox at marine parade today...the last time i went was like after block test two lah. it was a screaming session haha. was thinking since i sounded so bad today, most of the songs i picked were fast hits...dun care anyhow shout. must really let it all out first...before the preparation for A's starts...sianz -_-''

mm...bought f.i.r's lastest album too. it is really disappointing :(... i tink their first album is really the best! most of the songs in third album are really very 'sung'...nothing special. they gives me this feeling like they are trying too hard to create really 'wow' songs...but most turn out to be not so nice. tts why i wun really go and buy wang li hong's albums...he will purposely add some new genres in each of his new albums. wat 'hua tian cuo'..'horoscope'...they are not those type of songs tt i would keep listening to. i will just be like...oh wow amazing...and switch channel whenever i hear these songs being played over the radio. yup. but i love his slow hits though, they are really nice! anw, really hope tt f.i.r will compose songs like 'lydia', 'fly away', 'wo men de ai'...those tt are really them.

and i really feel like prelim is already over haha...

2006-09-14T15:09:00.000+08:00

yeah, new picture for my blog...love it!

anw, i was reading through some of my last yr's posts and felt quite amused. haha...i actually had so much passion for econs. i even said that besides econs lect, all the other lectures were waste of time...and now i ended up not liking it so much. one thing that embarrasses me is the fact that i actually sounded so pro-f.i.r in a few of my posts..even to the extent of asking everyone to faster go purchase their album..lol. not that i dun like them anymore, i just feel that this kind of extreme behaviour is very childish...like how those fans that appear on singapore idol every wed and thur are. now, i try not to be so biased when listening to music and songs. as long as the song or music is nice, it is worthed listening to =) and of course when its not nice...then go away...

2006-09-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

Don't by Kelly Clarkson

before kelly's new album releases some time early next yr...we shall listen to one of her new songs first haha =) i really like this song, she is so emotional with this...so great that she didn't disappoint. her another song 'go' is nice too! hah really can't wait for her next album...actually wanted it to accompany me during my preparation for A's but i tink its like hardly possible...

ok...one more paper left to the end of prelim. this time round, i did really badly. even before i get back my results, i can already roughly tell what it is going to be like. haiz..normally hor, i will still have some hope for my result after an exam no matter what. but this time...really dun have. usually, i will be very excited to get back my results...like see how i do. but now i really dun feel like...cause its like i might as well go thru the whole paper myself again. physics, math, gp will be really terrible. for gp essay, i have no idea what my main concentration was...if i am the teacher i will write something like "huh" on the script. surprisely...my chem is the one that brings my hope this time. i have always scored E for my chem...haha, hopefully this time can get D! pls lah, next tue still got chem paper 1...see how lah.

before i settle down to study for chem paper 1, i really wanna do two things. 1st, reformat my filled with virus comp (something i wanted to do since so long ago...can't stand pop-ups wanna pop them down) 2nd, slack lor.

2006-08-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

my journey in sajc band officially ended yesterday at the esplanade concert hall. when we were at the blue lighting area, waiting to walk to the stage after the interval yesterday, i recalled everything that took place in the two years...suddenly felt like crying. the thought of our presentation night last yr..we are back there again! time passes really fast, i can still remember clearly how my batch first got together for the brisbane, band dinner..followed by open house, camps, tune in. i really miss malan road, the place is so full of memories...and the way it is makes you feel like crying. thank you juniors for 'you raise me up' and the light sticks, i was really touched. yi siong's alto solo was the part when i felt the most..the setting...everyone was quiet listening to the familiar tune...even eef cried...haha, finally get to see him tear. i dun regret joining the band at all~ i am listening to level plain right now..the music we used for last yr's band dinner picture slide show...so sad.

2006-07-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

i am just surprised at how easily i become sick nowadays...currently down with fever, flu and throat infection again. in the past, my immune system used to be the strongest among my family. i hate it when i get throat infection as it results in me not being able to sing while bathing, something i enjoy doing so much.

recently i also discover something about myself, that i love to stone a lot. i usually drift away from group chatting or discussion after a while. i don't like it when somebody asks me why i always appear so quiet...must there be a reason? if i have nothing to say, it means that i really have no comments or interest in the topic. maybe that also results in my expressionless face. pls let me stone when i feel like. the problem now is that i realise that i am actually a super boring person...even with my good friends, i will just keep quiet and let them initiate the talking...boring me. this not only takes place outside, i have been very quiet recently at home.

2006-07-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

i went to catch the 1st national band competition honour band in concert at VCH just now. tj band was so impressive as usual! their techniques and sound are like wow! the piece they played was nice too, their performance was much more better than rj who played the same piece as them. the highlight of the night was when the aichi meiden high school from japan was on stage!! it was the guest band of the night. the way japan band tune is damn cool. they tune on the spot i tink, they adjust and tune in dunno just how many seconds. they are damn serious and precise in whatever things they do lah. they sound damn damn nice lah! i finally get to hear a japanese band live. their gimmicks were damn cute and hilarious too. can see them suddenly stand up and sit down together..movements so sharp somemore...got to see something new! i am so going to watch them again this tuesday~ oh, i dunno what's wrong with my mp3, the second half of the concert with maris stella alumni and the jap band playing is like gone!!!!! shit lah..

2006-07-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

i have been watching all the kelly clarkson live videos on youtube all the way since 7pm...for the dunno how many times can't count..i am just so addicted. i think she has such a brilliant voice...listen to her 'without you', 'the trouble with love is'..performances from the earlier stage of her career. since she got into the rock genre, she always tends to get very 'over' in her performances during her live tours, all the over screamings...really very scare that she will lose her beautiful voice in the future. hope that she wun be like mariah carey like that...she sounded so perfect in 'without you' in 1996 at tokyo dome, but unfortunately there is a big contrast between her vocal now and then.

besides kelly, i found this girl called LARA!!! she is damn PRO!!!! everyone pls go youtube and type lara. she recorded all her singings and posted it on youtube. she is like the initial stage of a combination of kelly clarkson and carrie underwood lah...oh man, she rocks. i shall upload her videos on my blog when i am free~

2006-07-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

haiz...in the end we didn't take the physical fitness test today :(
i was quite sad lah...like look forward to it for so long liao, then now i'll have to wait for two more weeks before i can take my test. i hope julius can go and jump like crazy everyday, then the four remaining guys can pass together two weeks later.

i actually ended school at like 1.45 pm today, but i went for individual practice after that. so after the individual, it was like already 4 plus, instead of going home to like slpZzz...i went to toa payoh hub with julius n koi to have dinner. it was like the third time i went there this week lah, quite sian ar. i ended up eating kfc. i felt so sinful lah. last fri was long john silver, the mon tt just passed was again long john, then today was kfc....oil after oil....nice but not so nice afterall...especially today's fatty chicken thighs. anw, we like chatted for dunno how many hours...so fun ar, i think this will be one of the last few chatting sessions before we go for intensive studying for prelim. panicking lah....5 more weeks.

2006-07-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

god bless america by kelly clarkson

she rocks! i always feel so energetic listening to her....watching her perform *eyes open*...such a great talent. okay...hope tt god will bless me for my physical fitness test tml.

anw...just read huiqi's blog. she reminded that prelim is only 6 weeks away....oh man!

2006-07-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

ARR!! so sad lah Gayle got out! she is like one of the better contestants in this season...ok i mean both seasons of singapore idol. she actually has the potential to sing like american idol contestants one lah...just the song choices. haiz...now there's only hady and mathilda left that are worth our time watching. the ones tt deserve to get out..emilee..joakim...twohill...can't wait to see them disappear.

this morning, i was not so lucky...was chosen to go on stage during the racial harmony concert thanks to this green card with a sarcastic 'SURPRISE' on it under my seat. so i was being wrapped with a piece of cloth around my body and told to model on stage. it was like damn embarrassing lah..although i tried to appear calm. ok anw until now i still don't get the purpose of them asking us to do this...haha..but yup its over. today was a half day btw....to celebrate the rugby's victory in the police cup. but its not half day for the band..we had combined sectional today. enjoyed playing fantasy today...hopefully we can make it for 6th august.

if i'm going to be a principal in the future..i'll die die make sure tt i won't turn out to be like any of the principals that i have had in my life so far. my dream school is one in which there is mutual understanding between the teaching staffs and the students..and its one that is really like home..very relaxing. but unfortunately due to someone...sajc is only near to being one. i think sometimes, one really has to learn to reflect on himself/herself. how can one always nag and scold..and assume that he/her is never wrong? i think this person really needs to think through..about her own behaviour and thinking, the values she instils in her staffs everyday. i really like vp mrs helen tan and ms chia....they are without doubt lovable and respectable individuals. looking forward to the future sajc... :)

on mon, i went to watch pirates w koi n tingma. its damn nice and funny~ i was like laughing most of the time...johny depp is so so funny..such a joker..

2006-07-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

had full band on friday and sectional on sat...fantasy variation was really badly played. haiz...practice lorz...what to do. i was quite sad tt somebody not playing for the concert..cannot end off band life as a batch section.

2006-07-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

for bt2, i got B for math C for phy E for chem and 54.5 for gp...good that i didn't fail any subjects. i realise that prelim is the only chance that i can try to get A before the acual cambridge paper. so i must really fight to get at least two As for prelim...pls lah...let me get. i must show my parents that i can manage my time well...so that i can do whatever i like without them keep nagging about how tv and band cause my results to be bad..

for the past few gp lessons, we have been discussing about citizen journalism. i think its damn cool...great entertainment for everyone. we can read about the bitchy comments...how people can be affected differently by one incident.

oh yah, i know its abit slow...but so sad france lost the world cup. i think zidane was damn sad that day lah...cannot receive the medal together with the rest of the team. but luckily, he won the best player award...yeah he rocks...

kelly clarkson is working on her third album!! her new song 'go' is so damn nice, go watch it on youtube. 'breathe in....breathe out....' can't wait for her third album, its like dunno how long after the release of breakaway already!!! pls faster release lah....i am so desperate can~

2006-07-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

its now 20 minutes before the finale of world cup 2006...and i am like thinking about family relationship...

just had a quarrel with my elder bro over something really insignificant...(yes and yet he had to start) i think as i grow older, there are fewer people who understand me. i never thought that i would actually want to stay outside more rather than be at home. i've heard from friends their relationship with their siblings...how some hardly even talk to their sister or brother. now i sort of understand why. if something good or bad happens to me, i don't think i would even want to share it with them...maybe except for my mum.

i got back my bt2 math and physics results. math-B, physics-C. not really happy over it lah...as i wanted As. but its a good thing that i improved...actually break my own record..my highest grade ever obtained in JC is now a B not C...yeah. sad to say that all of us have to start mugging consistently from now on...to make it for prelims. its like whole syllabus now.

2006-07-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

ok....where was i...famine camp.

the day after famine camp was the second class outing. this time more pp turned up...me.julius.moses.fiona.meiting. it was actually a movie outing cause bt2 was like just 7 days away. in the end...pp came late. then the whole outing ended like around 5 plus... anw, we watched the omen....its super-duber scary! really...its really scary....SCARY~ worse than saw 2 or 1.

so the last week of the hols was spent on preparing for bt2.

2006-07-02T02:34:00.000+08:00

ok there's a lot to update now....

let's start from the first session at the ark on 14 june. there was hardly any audience, think partly because of world cup. but anyway, we sang. this experience in the ark is really something new for me...everything. i realise there are seriously lots of factor to consider when it comes to making pp want to come down specially just to listen to ur singing. besides singing well, you have to really find wats unique about you and let others see too. i actually have the thought of leaving the ark just for now. firstly, my singing is like so unpolished. secondly, yup its about basic again, i dun have a strong basic in singing...sad. it will definitely be better if i will go and attend proper singing lessons at the ark...learn from a-du so tt i'll be more prepared. after A's then decide...

then the next day thursday, the four of us met up again. haha, so fun. maybe because we always meet up so little once in a yr...every outing is like so exciting. we ate dinner, exchange presents and went to watch c.r.a.z.y a french film. it was like interesting, quite an unique movie. then jiazhen's taxi dad drove us home. shared a tub of ben and jerry chocolate chunk...nice but easily makes one sick of it after a few spoons.

then the weekend17-18 june was the famine camp. the whole camp i would say was quite fun lah...but not to the extent that it will make you want to experience it again. first day was simulations of the situations and conditions of the poverty countries. we were supposed to travel around in families (groups) to encounter different problems that arise. then second day was the collecting of the newspaper. oh man, i really pity the garang guni...give credits to them for carrying such heavy load of papers everyday. my group members were nice lah..cooperative too. it was nice working with them. the campus superstar zhiyang went for the camp too, everybody was like talking abt it lah. he is damn white. cai chun jia sang for the concert held at the end of the camp, her live was good...like recording. oh and surprisingly, starving for 30 hours make you feel full rather than hungry. its weird how some pp even became full after eating half a burger...strange. oh overseas house building is meaningful...wanna try it next time. guys support world vision and world for habitat k...the poor pp need our help.

ok then it comes to the bt2 preparations. lets continue tml or wat....now have to watch brazil versus france! bye~

2006-06-14T00:50:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL!!! my house is the only unit in this whole damn flat that has no water supply! water is really so damn important lah...everything needs water. now have to bring pails to one floor above to get water from the small tap....damn troublesome....and super heavy also. i really hope the pipe will get fixed TML MORNING....if not i rather go someone's house to live a day.

2006-06-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

12/6, a class outing turns out to be a three pp outing...so sad lah haha. evi, weini, koehoe pangseh, fiona sick..so left julius huiqi and me at town. the day started with far east chicken rice. then the shopping began! and yes, its the great singapore SALE! but what the hell lah, the stuffs i bought are all NOT on discount! the purchase started with julius's strip t-shirt...yeah first purchase of the day. then ltr on, i got a WH short and a puma t-shirt. oh, and we watched CARS. damn cute haha...i realise this is the first time i actually LOOK FORWARD to watching an animation! cause the cartoon characters are CARS not living things....so cute damn cute. i felt so sad when they showed what happened to street 66...the music is nice too...suitable for the flim...shall download it soon. dunno how huiqi managed to slp suring the show...even julius second time watching also can laugh...ok lah next show will be the omen.

2006-06-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

OMG, the ark is like full of talented pp. i feel so lousy in my group. met up with philip, victor and jean to practice earlier just now. wow, philip can just listen to a song and get the key and know how to play on the keyboard straight away. victor and jean were like so good...i like the way victor sings his high notes...cool. after practice, i caught a bit of the performance by the performing group of the night. i heard they are the longest lasting group in the ark..the wei yang is damn zai on his guitar..and the micheal is like damn funny...i tink i am starting to like guitar. in the past, i used to not like guitar...dunno why. but now realise that its actually quite dumb to not like the guitar sound...its so nice can. guitar vs keyboard...keyboard not easy to bring around, guitar can bring around....yeah. dotz dunno wat i am toking abt...i am confirmed that i wanna learn guitar after As liao.

2006-06-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

world cup is here! so exciting, can bet to earn some money liao.

anw, this is math wk for me. i have been doing math since wed..very sian. but no matter how i study, i just feel unprepared...like somehow weird questions will come out in the math bt2 paper. i hate crv and VECTORS! studied at bedok 24 hours mac yesterday from midnight 12 to today's 6 am...very tired. but somehow its quite effective oso. there were two other pp besides us yesterday, using laptop at macs...the two cop-pers!...so many these coppers around nowadays...using free electricity. i shall be one of them next time.

ltr at 6, i'll be going down to the ark to practice with the group. looking forward to it!..excited and feeling nervous at the same time.

2006-06-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally change my blog's picture. its now love at harvard! but ar....somehow my blog looks more dull than before.

anw, i went to send the J1s off today morning at changi airport. only managed to see them for like 10 minutes cause i only said goodbye to my bed at like 7.00 am lidat. they look really good together as a batch, a bunch of happy pp....good experience for them! mm..hope they will buy smting back for the seniors...ahaha..

OMG! singapore great sale is like damn damn exciting lah. everywhere you walk to, there's some surprise! 30%...turn turn turn....40%...turn turn....70%...wooh! cant wait to go out this thur. oh, bought a mambo bag for younger bro for his upcoming birthday this tue... its the dustbin bag! the one red, aloo and anneson have...hope he'll like it..finally one present settled..haiz when it comes to buying presents, it really gives me headache sia... and as for my elder bro, dunno wat to buy for him yet...his birthday passed for 5 days le...

i dunno wats wrong with me....i am like so addicted to the INTERNET. youtube is definitely the main culprit...its so tempting lah. and although at some point of time i felt giddy due to facing the comp too long, i still try to hang on to the comp...talking abt headache...i am having one now...but internet is so tempting. anw, also haven revise hw yet....sianz

2006-06-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

this is damn damn nice!!....

Together We Are One by Delta Goodrem

Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
It's no time to be afraid
Put our difference behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

Deep inside your heart and soul
You've worked so hard
To reach your goal
With every step
With every breath
You gave it all
Till there was nothing left
Seek out the strength to win
No thoughts of giving in
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
It's no time to be afraid
Put our difference behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one
Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
It's no time to be afraid
Put our difference behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

2006-06-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

thanks to my mum, i got to know the korean drama 'love story in harvard'. on tue, i watched the last two episodes with my mum...towards the end, it showed scenes of the earlier part of the series. i thought it was quite funny...and sweet, so decided to watch it from the start...curious to see how their college life was like. so today, i used the whole day to watch it on youtube. the male and female leads are like damn sweet together, its really nice to see them in harvard...haha..quite envious ar..how i wish i get to experience something even similar to this. the song in the show is damn nice too! the one sang by the girl in opera-like voice...think its called So In Love...shall upload it onto my blog soon.

btw...i was watching episode 6 part two just a moment ago, then i accidentally clicked backward. like wth!? so now i have to wait for it to load...using this time to post about my feelings for 'love story in harvard'...must watch! paiseh i know i abit slow lah...

2006-05-31T11:25:00.000+08:00

on sun, koe hoe sms-ed to ask me go school the next day early so that he can do his gp for the remedial. in the end he pon lah...so dotz..wasted my sleeping time. anw, the gp remedial is somewhat not very useless...at least it is for me. after gp, me.koi.surong went town to do our respective tasks. it was quite funny lah...3 of us wanted to go alone...then met each other that was on the same boat...floating.. so went together. surong went to exchange her brazil converse shoe to a size 4...her shoe is very nice lah. then i went to buy my elder bro's birthday cake. i couldn't decide which to buy...for so long i kept walking past the bakery shops at taka basement. in the end, i bought st leaven's chocolate classico...the one i ate on one of my classmate's birthday. i thought my bro was turning 22 this yr....so i ask for two big and three small candles...one extra one to be safe. then after tt, we shopped with koi to buy his shirts and pant...it took 1 hour plus. so we didn't eat ben and jerry which we wanted in the end. i tink koi must be damn happy now lah...bought so many things tt day...mm..wanna know his uncle.

later at night, my whole family waited until 12 midnight..which is 30th may, tuesday...his birthday. then when i took out the cake...my mum was like saying, 'wa, turn 24 liao ar..' i was like...shit shits shit....such a failure i was...only got candles enough for 23. so funny lah, search the whole house for one extra candle. lucky found one in the end..though a bit dusty..can be used. happy birthday szu yung! oh and also, tingma happy birthday! i tink it was surong' sis birthday oso...just wish her happy oso...wow such a popular day.

yesterday, went out with aileen to get gifts for the quatrain's annual gift exchange. walked aimlessly at bugis and suntec for dunno how many hours...and guess what...brought nothing home. shall try gg out with yc or jz to get next time round. i am really very bad at buying presents...always must think a lot. like what the person likes? isit practical? does he or she already has one? stuff lidat. anw, i tried gelare's waffles for the first time yesterday!! half price...but i was stupid enough to add ice-cream, thinking tt it was part of the half price set.

2006-05-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

its june hols again. this coming sat morning, the j1 will be flying to australia. time really passes damn fast lah...its already a year since our brisbane trip. dunno why...suddenly feel very sad...

on friday, i had my slackiest day in sajc this term. i went to school just for PE and GP. we stayed in lt3 for dunno how many hours. i rehearsed with subing 'home' for the charity concert audition and weini and moses their whole new world. mm..actually 79 is really quite a interesting class, got lots of nice pp around...i quite like the class now again...hahaa...

then at night, me.koe hoe.fiona.huiqi.meiting went to julius's house to have dinner and watch 'saw'. his house is damn cool...especially the top, and the super slippery floor! i like his maid's fish...taste different from outside ones...dun tink it is package one. anw, we had a good good talk over the dinner. after tt, we watched saw in his small leisure room. the show is so exciting lah! dunno wat to say...everyone except julius was like covering their eyes with pillows and stuffs. i wanted to have the prata therefor supper but everyone was just too tired i guess....nvm next time.

anw, the ark cafe finally accepted me le. so i am now under probation for three months. i'll sing there 12 times without any pay, then they will decide whether i can stay on. mm...actually i dun really know wat i am doing man...do i really have so much time? in an A level year? what was i thinking man..when i went for the audition. i have four weeks from now to get my three As for BT2..and i think its somehow impossible.

i am so broke now....need cash ar....really hope can find cash on the street.

2006-05-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

...she rocks man!...

anw...just return from delta stadium, our hockey girls lost 0-1 to vjc...overall second. although they didn't clinch the top, i think its already a great achievement for coming thus far. i'm just damn disappointed at how many supporters from sajc not cheering at all...anw...cheers to them! yesterday the hockey guys played against mi and came in overall third...well done! and our soccer boys got fourth...girls soccer third (7-0 against srjc....so cool!)...

jc sport season is coming to an end...time for everyone to study hard!

today is the national science fair opening. the crowd was quite disappointing despite all the publicities done. i had some fun playing with 'quick sand'...damn funny lah, e stupid white corn flour thingy~

2006-05-23T19:16:00.000+08:00

makes me wanna cry...

Home by Micheal Buble

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home...

2006-05-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

5 May 06 - SAJCCB had a successful concert at our very own cultural centre! the march-in was cool, i enjoyed being part of team playing on the stage. i love narnia the most...the chords are damn NICE! we received lots of comments from seniors..band members from other schools...generally good ones! yeah...no matter what, i think we managed to do it again!

5 May 05 - SAJCCB...GOLD WITH HONOURS! never thought that one year just passed by like that. can still remember all the screamings...tearings..when the result was announced. i miss the seniors...certainly. its really very different without them.

17 May 06 - SAJC Rugby beat RJC and won the championship for the first time ever! Ahh!! damn proud of them lah..sa rocks! and i think that means we have a day off? haha...

- SAJC Ten-Pin Bowling guys got overall champion! Yeah!

- SAJC Hockey girls beat RJC in semi-finals! another final to catch! we were like so
excited when receiving the result over the phone lah..

Well done...TEAM SAJC!! tml is guys soccer semi-final and guys hockey semi-final against VJC...so exciting..! its always so cool to be a saint!

2006-04-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

oh rmb in one of my previous entries, i mentioned about going for audition at the ark cafe? haha...i managed to get through second and third round as well. yeah! anyway, yesterday was the final audition and i sang an jing and tao wang. mm...the result not yet released. so suay lah...after the third audition on wed, i had an throat infection and flu...and out of the sudden started to cough on friday. that's why i kept eating medicine...four times per day instead of three. luckily, i still had voice to sing yesterday. haiz, even now my throat still feels very weird....like got something stucked inside when i swallow...sianz..

sajc band concert is in five days time!! so excited...5 may!

mm...i am damn jealous of those singers who have very high range voice...haha but still love to listen.

2006-04-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

YES! finally cao ge top the music chart! congratulation!! feel so happy for him, everything is getting better now...good. oh, ah ya is leaving guess guess guess for further studies abroad. thats damn sad lah, she is like another key character in the show...without her, it will surely be very different.

2006-04-14T10:19:00.000+08:00

wed after band, i went to audition at the ark cafe...and zhenghao, his sis and i managed to pass through the first round! so fun lah...

pw result was released yesterday, i got band 2. i should be happy consider the fact that only 8 people in sajc attained band 1. haiz, very disappointed in my school...what's happening??

2006-04-09T15:05:00.000+08:00

on friday, zhenghao introduced me to the nti pp. its quite hard to explain what nti is exactly about. but anw the environment there made me feel very welcomed, mainly because the pp there are all chinese speaking. that night, two of us, yingzi and meiqi went to the ark cafe for dinner. before the day, i had actually planned to go for audition to be a part time singer there. but unfortunately, i was having flu and my throat was too tired due to too much screaming during the soccer match and the life concert the day before. it was my first time going to a ming ge can ting, and the thing that shocked me most was the bill! $93 dollars for 4 of us! just for ordering drinks, it is 15 dollars for each. so we sat there from 9 plus to 11 plus, listening to the live performance. after their performance, yingjie went up to ask the group if we can go up and sing, and they agreed. haha, so we sang. i sang tong hua, zhenghao and yingzi sang ai de zheng hao. i was like extremely nervous lah...but it was fun...yup.

oh, on the same friday, i was late for school......for the first time. i took bus 2 and missed the stop which i was supposed to change to bus 966. and i forgot to put the verication slip in ms chia's pigeon hole even when she had reminded me so many times. as a result, she was extremely pissed with me....i guess the solution to this will be to avoid her for the next three days or so.

i had set my target for bt 2. As for Math Physics and Chemistry. B4 for GP. dunno why, everytime i walk past mr ong, he will give me this weird look. so i must really do well for physics to change his impression of me. top student even better...i believe i can do it if i put in lots and lots of effort.

2006-04-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

oh happy birthday janice and hann yee! april fool day is also the day you two were born...hope you two had a fun time.

yesterday was the band orientation for the J1s at sentosa. together with shane and jojo, we were the group leaders of group 4. its been so long since the last time i took part in this kind of activities le. it was really fun though we had to run around sentosa, trying to catch up with other groups. the first group got swensen voucher lah...we don't have...haha...cannot eat free ice cream.

i was so tired when i reached home yesterday. in the end, i didn't watch kang xi lai le and zhi yong dian li school.

i received half of my block test results le. they are D for physics E for chem E for math. it is worse than my promos...CDDE. NTU SMU and NUS came on to sajc on thur. i am interested in NTU's art media design course and mass communication course. i know mass com needs very strong english...and of course excellent GP result. i hope the first one don't need. haiz...so confused over what course to choose in uni.

2006-03-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

28 march 2006, first day of normal lesson after block test, kok hoe became my classmate. so funny lah, having one senior as my classmate...so tall one somemore.

anw, i went to catch the soccer match between sajc and mjc just now. sajc socer team WON!!! 3-2~~ i had a fun time cheering, its been very long since the last jc soccer match i had watched (sajc against njc). i am always proud of team sajc. no matter how tough the match is, the players will just perservere on...without resort to using despicable methods, like what some other colleges do. whenever we saints cheer together, i will feel so at home. hope the sport season will continue to be smooth for sajc!

oh...happy birthday malorie! its belated by two days....but i did wish her on tuesday. i didn't know that it was her birthday...so embarrassing lah...my batch mate for four years in tms and i dunno...haiz.

2006-03-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

i am so excited about the upcoming mtv asia awards, simply because kelly clarkson is hosting it...together with wang li hong and some other pp. never see her host before...so cool.

i forgot to mention in my previous entry about ben's piano playing. i knew he was a good player...but didn't know that he was SOooo good lah...haha. his fingers were like moving so fast...like hey first finger! where are u? slow down slow down...ok..., and he stands out from all the other live pianists that i had heard. it was the first time i enjoyed listening to classical piano pieces.

i watched kang xi lai le just now at 9. cao ge was one of the guests. he said that there was once where only two person appeared at his qian ming session...felt so sad for him. singer cum composer like him is really rare in the chinese pop music industry nowadays. he can sing really well...and his music is really sincere. i just can;t stop listening to his album...especially superwoman...which is not available at iwebmusic. i shall put next time when its available.

yue ding by guang liang!

2006-03-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

just came back from the airport. i went to send jiazhen off to shanghai. this is my second time sending someone off...first time was jason. haha, i always think that it is very hard for the four of us to meet up. the previous time was last december...and we met to exchange x'mas present. anw, yup everyone was late except for yancheng. aileen woke up at the meeting time. jiazhen just boarded when its 10 minutes before the meeting time. so funny lah, we gave jiazhen three cups of tissues...and i purposely stained drips of soup on one piece. i want to see her response...but too bad....i am not on the plane.

oh joke of the day.....my friend is being known as the 'ponstar' of her class.
....
.... ....
.... .... .... cause she always 'pon' lessons....-_-"

2006-03-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

ahh!! i wanna buy gary...cao ge's album....but i scare it will 'gai ban'. argh!! should i buy now....this is so irritating. haiz...he is a damn good singer....AHHH!! go slp now...good night.

2006-03-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

i love BIG INTESTINE DEMON! everyone must rmb to watch...haha '0-0' specs...

2006-03-23T10:19:00.000+08:00

yesh...block test 1 is finally over. hope that i wun have to bring my parents to sch after release of results. anw...there'll be no more 5 hours sleep per day. but it also means that physical test is coming...zero pull up again. haiz, must begin training liao, if not end up wasting two months.

very long never cry le....must go rent some sad movies to watch. oh i watched the star idol final last sunday. my whole family was laughing throughout the show lah....not over the acting..but the planning of the whole program. i think it was like kinda of a flop...i dun see a lot of their acting. in between still got live singing performance, and fashon show....like wat the hell? where are the contestants when all these are taking place. so funny ar...think mark lee was the best actor, he shld have won. i tink he was more like the main lead.

the previous sunday before the so-called march 'holiday', i went to kbox with my whole family...for the first time. ahaha....so funny...i was bombarded with lots of chinese music from the olden days...got hokkien one, cantonese one, and chinese one. and at tt time, guang liang's yue ting was already available for singing...i was so happy...and so i sang lorz. haha, i shall go to kbox a few more times before prelim draws near...if not no more chance le.

during the march hol, i kept thinking whether i shld drop econs. yes, i sort of took back econs. but whenever i took out the pile of econ notes and about to begin mugging, i would like wondering why was i doing this to myself. i think econs is very nice to learn...but not nice to study. and i realise my GP is getting worse...than last yr. my worse subject for promos was chem. thankfully, after putting in much effort to complete all the chem tutorials this yr...i find myself looking at the organic chem molecules instead of them looking at me. at least i know how to do some part of it now. not like last yr where i would suffer from memory loss the moment chem exam starts.

congrats to kelly clarkson for winning two grammy awards! ok...i know a bit slow..but no time to post for the past few weeks mah. i really can't wait for her third album!!!! faster lah kelly. dunno when she will have a concert in singapore....pray hard.

2006-02-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

i just found out that my class got first for the CNY dercoration yesterday. haha, don't know how we manage to achieve it lah. i only like the front noticeboard :) but anw, its something good...yeah! i have no idea why, our class is just so great in things like folding paper aeroplanes, derco...etc. tml, 79 will be having steamboat at marina bay...looking forward to it. haiz, going to gain weight again.

new year was fun! although there wasn't lots of firecrackers to play with this year, the four days were still exciting. black jack rocks lah! i played everyday...and won quite a bit! yeah. i shall keep the money for the fight this weekend. besides gambling, the thing i enjoyed most was playing with my little cousins. ah-min and ah-di are like sOooooooooo cute...! ah-di no longer bites on eveything he sees, but he is becoming more and more stone...haha...so adorable. and ah-min still runs around the whole house to make fun of people. hope they will forever stay at the age of 1 to 2. next time, i shall upload their pics.

have you ever felt a moment of awkward silence while sitting beside someone? like you really don't wanna face the person as you just can't think of any topic that you and him/her can talk about. am i a very 'dao' or stone person to lots of people? i have so many questions lah...

2006-01-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

on mon, i went to mediacorp to watch campus superstar...so fun! my first visit to mediacorp. everything was quite different from what i expected it to be. i din know tt the campus super star recording studio is actually so small...on tv it looks really big. then i got to see how a live program is being conducted. it was quite cool. everyone was like screaming for their respective sch's finalists...and i got quite irritated by the noisy high pitch screams...damn disturbing lah, cannot concentrate on the performances. i was hoping sheena would choose a slow song so that she could express her vocal power, but she didn't...again. i felt sad when she got out...firstly because she was the remaining sajc participant, secondly she hasn't show what she got yet. anw, i heard tt there's a revival round, so hope she will get in.

sajc cross country was held today, and i finished the whole distance without stopping! for the first time in a cross country, i ran the whole distance. in the past, i always got so tired in the middle of the run and gave up halfway one. today, i was telling myself...'its my last yr in sajc, so must make the cross country a meaningful one.' and i even got rank 168 for guys...its really lousy, but at least my determination was paid off...yeah.

2006-01-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

today was the first official full band pract with j1s. wow, my section has like 10 saxes lah...reminds me of festival winds. all the saxophones have their owner now. during the seniors-n-juniors meet ice breaking session, we got to see many different types of personalities in the j1 batch. so funny lah...all the fun making...teasing..laming...nice band pract! after tt, i went to macs....urgh...no choice, the whole band was like heading there. macs is like equivalent to fats lah...and fats equals to half of me. i just weighed myself after pe lesson today, my new weight after 1 week of effort put in is 66.2kg! out of taff :) fortunately i dun need to go for the 2 days taff camp next fri, it will be such a waste of time...

i really miss attending singing lessons at lwssom. tt peishan and chin yee so lucky lah...can get 10 free lessons at lwssom on composing and singing just for joining the chinese society musical. i do want to try composing too...i like doing all these pop music related stuff ar. i wanna go kbox!!! its been so long since the last visit to kbox le, i have this strong urge to rush into a kbox room and sing...how to arrange it with such lousy timetable set.

my dad's b'day is on jan 28th...chinese lunar new year eve, its a special yr for him at least. for the first time, the whole big family of my father side will be singing b'day song for him at the lunar dinner table. chinese new yr is coming really soon...red packets..new clothes...food! so exciting. the boring part is the travelling from one place in johore to another of it...damn long...tiring too. but thinking abt the hong bao money...k lah its worthwhile.

tml, i shall spend the whole day to study for my physic test on mon...must work hard everyone! jia y0u...

2006-01-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

life as a jc2 is really not fun. things are really getting serious now, this is going to be the a-level yr. my new yr resolution was to attend every lectures and attempt at least 75% of every tutorials. and so far, i think i am doing fine. i actually finished my first tutorial of my jc life - carboxylic acid tutorial. yes, with sheer determination comes everything. and one thing, i dropped my econs liao...finally. i had many thoughts when making this decision. like will employers give more priority to 4 subers than 3 subers? will not taking econs affect the chance of doing things i like in the future? but in the end, i still dropped, with the thinking tt i can spend more time on the other three...and most importantly...gp. i think gp is the most important sub, for me to be able to get into my desired course in the uni. some of the courses i wanna take are like mass com...hotel management...advertising...designing...stuffs like that. so i guess being good in english will make me stand a better chance. but actually, my interest lies in singing, song composing...things like that. however, all these jobs seem really unrealistic ar.

so, 1st wk of sch just ended like that. i had pe...and got the first shock of the yr. i weighed 67.5!!! dunno how i did it, rmb one wk before sch reopen, i was only like 65 or less than tt. so quite sad. but gd thing is that i grew! 166 now. but yup, still short...haha. after one wk of lessons and exploring around sch, i think i am already quite familiar with the locations and facilities le. i dun like the design of the LTs and ava...no class. since we are given a chance to have new facilities, why not make them really gd and comfortable? so abt my class, i think we drew even further from one another now. the new arrangement of the seats will only make things worse...lets wait and see...

for the ca sign up day, we are going to give cds with our syf and presentation night recordings to the j1s. while doing the discs on mon, i was listening to sing rap...merry widow again after so long. the music still touches the heart and along came all the wonderful memories...tt is what i am looking for when i join the band. i wanna learn to appreciate my batch pp more than i had ever done so from now, cause who knows...this yr might just pass so fast that my life in a sch band will just come to an end without me even realising. i must try to appreciate what i have before its too late.

2006-01-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

ok, there's really quite a big gap now...

24th dec, i went to shaun and shane's christmas party at their place. it was the first x-mas party that i went to in my entire life. the people there = shaun+shane+sherman's friends + their relatives + parents' friends. lots of people were there lah. and guess what, i saw the two senior PRs again and this time they were closer than before...haha...god bless them ar. during the gift exchange, i got this rhinosaurus thingy with a super sharp horn although i didn't bring any present. so lots of people stayed for count down cause we all thought that the bus and train services would be extended since its public holiday. in the end, we stood at the bus stop, looking at every bus driver telling us the train and bus services had ended. woo...so that's how my first christmas party ended.

25th dec, my auntie from ipoh pangseh us. she said wanna come never come. so in the end we went out without her. mm...actually sunday used to be our family day where we would go out to shop and eat as a family. but since couple years ago, all of us were beginning to have greater commitment in the workplace..school. so we don't go out as frequent as before liao. so that day was after a long period of time that we shop again! heard that eef's christmas party was fun...ok missed out on it.

26th, i met up with zhenghao who came back from taiwan not so long ago. initially, i had already made up my mind to start my hol hw on this day...but the moment he said wanna go kbox? i immediately changed my mind. so we went to tampines kbox and guess what...argh!!!! that day was a public holiday, no student price ar. i was like, DIAO''. so nvm lor, watched kingkong instead. the show was three hours plus and zhenghao spent the first half to one hour sleeping. yes, the front part is really sian...drag too long le. anw, felt really sad for the kingkong. i think the female lead acted damn well. before the movie, we went to the century square arcade and were like totally addicted to this machine which has lots of attractive big prizes to be won. i wanted to zen muvo, so i used 3 dollars in total to try my luck...in the end i wasted $3. zhenghao even worse, spent $7...haha so funny lah.

27th, i had band rehearsal for symbolic move at sav. the sun was like damn blaring lah...we were like performing in the oven-track lidat. so everyone was like hoping that the sun will go far far away on the actual day...which was the next day. anyway, went out with sherlynn, jason, meiyi, serxing...supposedly the ex-05s51. but apparently, there were only like 5 pp..haha. anyway, saw jason again after so long. he was still the same...crappy...funny. we went to swensen for ice cream and chatted for quite long. so he talked about how he missed singapore....lots of bad points about living there.

so 28th dec, its finally the sajc symbolic move. the number of students that turned up was much lesser than i expected. though it was not compulsory for us to come, but its such a significant event for sajc, we should at least be present right. so we played 'shrek 2' and 'elton john on tour' before the singing of school song. yup, we were like totally non-existent...nobody even turned around to listen lah...and most importantly, there wasn't any applause at all! the shoe bag known as the goodies bag was utterly disappointing. firstly, the design was bad...and secondly, things inside were like all leftovers. the staplers were the remaining stocks of the co-op...the water bottle...some from the saints reunion dinner?... so, went to have lunch with tingma serene jooleng and vannesa at ps...(ps again!). i ate the another version of tako pachi, wow!, it was cheaper than tako balls and somewhat tasted nicer too. so after that, went to town with serene and jooleng...cause we wanted to get some present for our friend. so serene's friend has really special taste...haha... had lots of fun at the cartoon toy/figures/key chain shop. saw the pooh in animal coats...got dophin, turtle, hen...all were so cute. and serene bought this...round-shaped purple elephant key chain out of so many other cuter ones...so funny lah, about the keychain that nobody wants cause it was damn damn tiny. you can save it other days ba.

29th, my og celebrated jason's birthday at bugis's pastamania. it reminded me of our first og outing...also at pastamania. wen hsin's oreo cheese cake was delicious! but abit too cheezy... after that, went with jason and wen hsin to town to meet huishan. had chatting session. it seemed that he still prefer singapore a lot... hope he will get over it in the near future.

30th was twe's passing-out-parade. it was quite cool...to think that we didn't have it last time. after the p-o-p, i felt so weird lah. when i wen to pass mal's bag to her, zat was standing beside her. i turned to him, wanted to like smile and say 'hi' then he turned away...dao me. haiz, so the demoralised me really felt damn out lah. so i left the crowd and walked my way home.

31th! the gathering of the quatrain. we went to town together for the first time. after yancheng sent his phone for repair, we went to the food court at lucky plaza to have our lunch. after that, we walked around and shop for a while. at 4 plus, we settled at a burger king to exchange our x-mas presents. i received ties from jiazhen, pencil case from aileen, and this nice boat from yancheng. then at night, we went to aileen's place to chat. we talked about lots of stuff...things during our sec sch times...and what happens to several of our classmates...things like that, it was really fun. and her dog is really super cute lah, it was the first time i actually played with a dog. i usually hate dogs because i scare that they will bite and i was even chased by one before. her chiwawa was black and so small and active. at 11 plus, we strolled to downtown east to countdown with the crowd. '5,4,3,2,1,happy new year!' the then pp started spraying those weird thingy all around. there wasn't fireworks at all. so basically, we went there to let pp spray. yeah, the next time we are going to meet will be around feb...so exciting!!

1st jan 2006...HAPPY NEW YEAR! eveyone! ok, my family went to eat dim sum at changi village coffee shop. love the he ye rice...damn nice! then after tt, went to expo for books junk sale and the metro's year end sale.

2005-12-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

magic of love was nice...there were lots of illusions and magic shown. at the end of it, lots of new people accepted christ. its just like the church musical that i attended earlier this yr during the easter week. it was at ian's church. its really wonderful seeing so many people drawing near to jesus. i do feel happy for them. but for me, i just don't have the courage to do so. after going to a numbers of church services and all the sch chapels, i sort of understand what is the belief about. however, there is always something stopping me from becoming one of the big family. firstly, its because of family issues. secondly, i am not very sure whether i really believe in the presence of this god in my life.

anw after that, i went to eat supper with addie, janice, christebel and lilian. we ate pratas, and drank milo dinasour...holick dinasour. i am like so sinful lah...what happened to my dieting plan? oily supper....haiyo..i think christebel really very determined lah, she said she don't wanna eat anything at tt period of the day....then she really didn't eat any...not even a small bite of prata or small sip of the holick. must learn from her...

last saturday, i went to watch the trinity music competition at the lwssom. even after a week, i still can't forget one of the compositions 'ke bu ke yi'. its damn sad...and the singer's voice is very warm...so suits the song lah.

2005-12-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

for the whole day, i was at the youtube website searching for all the kelly clarkson's videos that i had never seen before. oh man...i just love her lah! she is like...man~....incredible range, nice tone everything.....argh.....mad liao. power house! just listen to this lah.....oh man....wow....http://www.youtube.com/?v=PWpTyOmCa1I

2005-12-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i walked from opera estate all the way back to my house instead of taking bus. throughout the 40 minutes walk, i thought a lot. a series of band gatherings...eugene's hse, chalet, food fest...make me realise how important my family means to me. they are the ones that know me better than anyone else, and really care for me. i think i had tried enough..enough and its very tiring..seeing all the cold responses of those around. once the new semester begins, i really wish to spend more time with my family by attending less of those meaningless outings.

sometimes, i wonder how great it'll be if i have a twin brother or sister. go to the same schools, same gatherings...always having someone to accompany you...talk to you...cry and laugh with you...or let me grow up in malaysia, where the people are much more easily satisfied. i guess i am really weird...dunno how to express myself...might as well don't come to earth. haiz.

2005-12-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i sms-ed redhuwan, eugene, eef, koi.....to ask what is the meeting time and the attire for today's moving of band stuffs from malan to sav. then their responses were like....'usual stuffs lah'...'sch u? no i wearing saint tee...u might wanna wear saint tee too'...etc. i was thinking , 'why aren't they feeling excited about today's symbolic move?' so on my way to malan today, i was asking huiqi and evi, 'eh, do you all know what's the reporting time and place for s79?' and finally...i realised that symbolic move is on 28th dec. ok...damn paiseh...malu.

ok...so about today's moving. i didn't expect the whole thing to last for like 5 hours long. the actual new band room is larger than what i thought. i love the venue of the new band room. firstly, its no longer at the third level, moving of percussion instruments will be much more easier in the future. secondly, its near the gate of the school. next time if you arrive a few minutes before band practices, you will feel that there is still hope for reaching on time as the running path is shorter then before now. lastly, the area outside the band room is very cooling.

some times when you reach home, you will tend to forget to switch your hp from silent mode back to general mode right? i know i am utilising my phone to quite a high level liao lah..so wadever. haiyo...little things lidat...diaoz.

well, so symbolic move is on 28th dec...looking forward to it.

2005-12-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

i just came back from my grandma's house in malaysia today. ok, its been really quite some time since the last time i went back to stay. i can still rmb how in the past, i used to be so excited about going to back Pontian...the place where all my relatives stay. going shopping at the little mall there, playing little toys with my cousins, role-playing of the star awards...music awards, hopping around the empty space, joke time before sleep...ah so many beautiful memories there. after i entered my sec sch, i've been so busy with all the holiday band practices that i didn't have any chance to go back. so my cousins and i drew further and further. come to think of it, i should have skipped one or two holiday band practices so that i can spend some of my time with them.

anw, i did have fun this time. my brother and my cousin brought me to the red box in JB. it was like the k lunch in singapore, we sang and ate the fried rice there. when the bill came, i was a bit shocked. three hours of singing plus lunch for three person cost only like 16 malaysia dollars! which is like 2 plus sing dollars per person. so damn cheap lah. then after that, we went to watch the Chronicles of Narnia. the cinema in malaysia is like damn big..about four times of a golden village cinema?...not a good thing...noisier. the movie was good. although the story is a bit childish, but all the scenes and music are very nice. what's more...one movie cost only like 2.50 plus sing dollars? haha...so cheap. next movie i wanna watch is KING KONG! its three hours i heard...and the story is quite sad. oh in the past, i didn't know that there are public buses in malaysia. let me tell you about the bus system in johore. is like, the whole trip for a bus is damn long. the bus will not stop at every stop, you must stand up and tell the driver to stop when its your stop. the bus fare is like need to pay directly to the driver, no machines...and he will return you the balance and give you your tickets.

my two little cousins are like damn damn damn CUTE lah. the younger one, less than one yr old, wants to eat everything! he crawls around the whole house, putting everything he sees into his mouth...so funny lah. i think eating will be his life-long ambition..put him in the food club. and his elder sister, her face is damn small and she is just plain cute...runs around the whole place..smiling at you.

2005-12-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

i went to watch the "Holiday Musical Treats!" presented by Mus'art Wind Orchestra & Percussion Club at the esplanade this afternoon. for the first time, i heard a live performance of 'medley from spirited away'. i like that piece, its some sort similar to mononoke...very touching.

after that, went to marina square with julius, mr and mrs tommy, xiuz, shuzk, mad, red, cheuk, shark, bel n shuan. ate dinner at carter jnr...din like it...felt too healthy eating the burgers there. the chicken breast meat is quite plain, got tomato also. but luckily, the criss cross fries were nice! then we used one function of shuzk's camera to combine people's faces together. it was like damn funny...julius n christebel are like totally brother and sister lah, their eyes...nose..and mouth..perfectly meet each other. and the result was angeline! bing* bing*..took lots of pictures around marina square too...

tml, if nothing goes wrong, i'll be going to my grandma hse in malaysia to stay until wednesday. must use this chance to start my hols assignment...read more time magazine. hope tt my bro and cousin will be nice enough to bring me to the karaoke in JB...nvm try malaysia's one before. heard tt its like damn cheap, n the rooms are much more bigger than kbox's.

i finished watching the korean drama 'full house' on mon. the show is funny and moving at the same time. rain n song hui qiao are just plain hilarious. i really like their lives...living with someone who u can have heart-to-heart talk with in a hse that is so grand. this is what i always dream of - when i am like 20 plus years old, buy an apartment with three of my good friends. then we, together with our gfs n bfs will live together under one roof. at any time, the hse will be so filled with people..people close to you. is like so cool lah, a group of young people...without any parents. we can share all of our problems, settle all the unhappiness together. we can have parties, just like one family. but i think this dream can hardly come through. abit unrealistic.

2005-12-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

OMG...i just love my current blog skin!!!

oh just now...heard the mp3 recording tt i recorded in the studio at lws open house. and OMG it sucks totally argh!!! so embarrassing...stupid flu and cough..haiz...if not for tt at least the high notes can be reached. its like damn farnie...during the high note...can hear very clearly tt i tried damn hard to pull up...haha. haiz...shld destroy it.

2005-12-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

i've been watching lots of dvds these few days...and all the movies are really good. 'meet the parents' 'duplex' 'ms congeniality 1 & 2' 'bring it on' 'bring it on again'....funny movies...totally enjoyed them. christmas is coming too!!

yesterday was my last lesson at leeweisong school of music. haiz, really very she bu de. there got lots of pp who share the same interest as me - singing. although only 6 students came for the last lesson, it was still fun. everyone had to sing a complete song for liyi to judge. dunno why the rest didn't come...at first thought they would be late, but they were just never appearing. so can't hear the rest sing. is like, the teachers there are so friendly too...hideyaki and liyi..haha. if not for the dear cost of the course, i would really like to continue lesson there. haiz, first time i enjoy class so much one...not like other subjects...especially chem. speaking abt tt, i haven touch my holiday assignments....shld i do? aiya see what other pp do first...

2005-12-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

ok....the timings for all my previous entries were all screwed up. i forgot to changed the setting to singapore time....so now i changed..all the previous timings changed too...

2005-12-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

last weekend, i finally managed to create this new layout after figuring out the html thingy for like how many days. wooh...think this is damn cool lah...once a saint always a saint...simple yet like nice...so much better than the previous autumn one...love it!

ok lets see...tune in was on nov 25 friday. the no of sec 4s tt turned up in the morning was more than i expected..so felt abit relieved at that pt of time. but after the tea break, many sec 4s (think abt half) just left..cause many schs had prom on tt day. i was like thinking..'oh shit later the game how....what if one grp only got two sec 4s?!' but luckily, it wasn't tt pathetic...argh thankfully...the games went on quite smoothly. there were the 'member hunt'..'sch trivia'..'body parts'..'forming words'..'ping pong station'..'linking numbers'..'candle station'.....thanks all these station masters for making it happen. and must really give credit to those grp leaders and sec 4s who were super enthu...haha. so basically for the past three or four band practices, there were already new faces liao...gd gd. but hor....the saxophone section still got no junior at all...

i told myself tt i wanna slim down during this holiday...but i tink it totally failed liao. i stopped running like for dunno three wks already? argh!! forget it...next yr then run.

yesterday, i went to lilian's hse for barbecue. the barbecue pit there got lots of ants...big black ones...very threatening. her hse's christmas tree is damn exciting to watch, the tree just keep changing colours every two or three seconds...but one thing is tt the tree very short. ok...getting a bit out of point. oh jinyan was being thrown into the pool..getting like all wet...and hubert took video of it...so funny. around 9 plus, i went to shit in lilian's toilet...and after tt i realised that there wasn't any toilet paper left lah...i was like 'shit!'...so i waited and waited inside....dunno to shout for her family or what. luckily lousis came to my rescue lah. later on, those pp who stayed over...talked crap until like 3 in the morning lidat. so fun lah...i love talking crap! oh, when we off all the lights in the room, we can see the whole hse growing brighter and becoming dimmer...repeatedly...thanks to the christmas tree switching between red blue yellow purple white...nice.

my elder bro just returned from malaysia today, i am no longer alone at home...yeah. he looks the same...err...yup.

i felt cheated today..by the SMRT staffs. on my way to school, i was asked by some person to do a survey about SMRT at the tanah merah contro station. she said i'll be entitled to a free ride, so yah i took the survey. i was feeling very lucky about it...cause the value left in my eZ link card cannot last me for the day. so i happily took the voucher thingy and took a ride from tanah merah to harbour front. so at harbour front, i presented the voucher to the staff there, and he told me that the purple line is under SBS..not SMRT..so cannot use. what the hell lah....the girl never informed me then. so i sort of wasted my time...and gave my personal particular on the stupid survey. so this is to everyone, pls look at the four pointers (mini font) at the bottom of the voucher before using it. argh...and learn that they are actually under different companies.

haiz...anw i just like woke up. left my comp switched on for like 11 plus hours...dozed off yesterday while using comp.

2005-11-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

i had my first three vocal lessons this week. 1st lesson, we learned how to warm up...buzz lips..'ah'..'air'..'ee'...etc. 2nd lesson, basic theory...introduction to the pop music score with all the numbers and lines...and did some pitching exercise. 3rd lesson, think by far the most enjoyable one...learned about the different positions of singing. ahh...singing lessons are so fun lah..and sadly, there are only 5 more lessons to go.

dunno why, this wk is really like a karaoke wk for me. besides the vocal lessons, i went to k lunch on thursday morning...and party world on friday afternoon. omg lah, party world's mic system is so gd..much much much better then kbox's one. and the rooms there are also a lot bigger. thankfully there is the 20 dollars voucher from sun yanzi's latest album, if not we wun't even step into party world lah. somemore party world's english songs are much more updated...not like those 'oops i did it again'...etc in kbox.

played badminton with eddie hubert and momo on tuesday..its really fun playing with them. jingyan joined in after like 1 hour? so unlucky, i got hit by the shuttlecork again..and not once. so suay lah..went to the basement food court after tt to have our lunch. the foodcourt really kind of sux..prefer the one besides popular. hope to play with them again...

there's smting that i feel very guilty of...i didn't run for like 4 days already? aahhhhHhhh!! really end up like wat zhenghao says uh...stupid. 'u try for 1 wk and then u will slowly give up' haizz....after i ran 25 rounds on mon....i didn't run anymore. and now, i sprained my foot.

just finished watching ...super bitchy...super funny lah. but sort of feel abit cheated...cause they didn't show the national squad competition...just ended so suddenly...

2005-11-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

i wanna create a skin using the 'once a saint always a saint' picture behind the saint tee...but dunno how... haiz, wasted one afternoon searching for blogskin making guides...

anw...watched initial d just now...the show is so nice, jay is cool. but so saddening...the couple not together in the end, sad sad.

2005-11-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

nowadays, i keep feeling very down..and easily frustrated. just had a big quarrel, small fight with my elder brother this afternoon..over the topic of 'who slapped who first'. so stupid lah...who ask him slap me first..haiz..in the end his spectacle sort of spoiled again..dotz. *felt so guilty and furious at the same time* so went to the stadium to vent out all my frustrations...
in the past, i din realise that running is actually quite a nice exercise...especially when you run for like more than 10 or 20 rounds...and start sweating like hell...so cooling....you'll feel like you're full of energy. and when you run at a steady pace through out the whole 1 hour plus, you dun need to think abt much things...just close your eyes and keep repeating ur fave song in ur head..so cool.

oh...anw, both the band party at eugene's hse and the class party at carol's hse were really fun. of all the food, i love the giant bbq drumstick the best...whoever bought it...thanks ah...haha...

time to sleep...ZZzzzz....

2005-11-04T06:30:00.000+08:00

aim for this holiday: slim down!
yay! just weighed myself just now...1.5kg lighter. looks like running 17 rounds everyday helps!
hope tt i can reach 50+ kg...

2005-10-30T13:05:00.000+08:00

time in JC really passes very quickly uh. soon, i'll be turning J2, becoming the seniors of the school. yesterday's chapel was what i feel, the best chapel that i have ever had in the year. it was the only time where everybody actually sings together. loves the part when we sang without music, the whole hall was filled clearly with our voice...dunno why, i really felt like crying during the last verse...recalling all the events that took place...happy ones...sad ones. i dun remembering having this kind of feelings at all when i was back in tms...i guess i really feel for the present school. after going through so much, i still think that 1st three mths was the best period that i had in this college. maybe because its the period where studies meant little to us? or maybe the people that i met during that time were more fun, outgoing and understanding? i think its the second one...truely speaking, i don't really enjoy going to school as much as when compared to that time. there is nothing for me to look forward to...except maybe chatting with some people...who i feel close with. last time, i was really very anti-social in tms...throughout the 4 yrs. its not that i wanted to, but i just lacked the confidence to make friends..to think that other people would not dislike me. come to think of it, i really regret being so antisocial...at that time...if only i was more outgoing, then life could have been better back then. then..come to JC, i told myself that i must be more daring and outgoing. yes...in certain ways, i did it...i mean i dare to speak up in class now, i say 'hi' and smile when i see people in school, i join my friends for outings. but i realise that i am still more suitable to be one who does not talk much in front of people...only in that way i would not feel awkward in a crowd. i seriously hope that i can behave like i'm at home outside, but somehow something is stopping me...i dun know if other people really care abt whatever things that i do...like why should people listen to me...i guess i really need to learn more social skills. and yet, after trying so much to socialise, i began to see lots of problems that can actually occur in relationships among people. there is really much more to life than just socialising...how to handle all the social problems that arise...having the right mindset..being positive about everything. somethings really can't be changed and we just have to learn how to live on with them. anyway...back to 1st three mths, i really miss those times with S51. the 1st three mths 51 is a class that has cliques, but there r lots of interactions among them. everyone was willing to give in and contribute to the unity of the class. haiz too bad...now after so long, it seems so hard to even say something to them. the present class, what i can say is that its fun to watch...not fun to be with...at least that's the case for me.

ok, there are really lots of upcoming band events...the halloween party at eugene's hse, the chalet on the 17th, the band camp, tune in. sounds really exciting...but i'm not really sure of how i actually feel about all these...

yeah, lets talk about something that is really worth looking forward to. next mon is the first lesson of the vocal training class! so excited abt it...can't wait for it to happen as soon as possible.

oh yah...speaking abt the show ...'a jewel in the palace', i just finished watching on thursday night, its such a beautiful serial. channel u is gonna show it soon, so all of you, must watch ok...yup, i really learnt and felt quite a lot after watching it. next, i wanna watch 'pride', 'stairways to heaven'. but come to think of it, wun the holiday become really sian if i use the time to stay at home and watch these dramas? ah....what shld i do...

haiz...why shld i smile to everyone when i dun feel like?
why shld i participate in a conversation when i am not at all interested in it?
why shld i try to start a topic of conversation to break the silence between me and another person?
why do i feel awkward even when i'm with my section?
what shld i do when i see an old friend? try to avoid them? do they even wanna see me?
what is the best thing to do in order to break the gap between you and a new or even old friend?
why would you even care abt what i am gonna say or do?
does the problem lie with me or the person when we don't seem to wanna talk to each other?

so sian...i think maybe because i am a weird person? or over sensitive? if not i wun not have so many questions...

2005-10-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

promos had just ended...so as my pain. besides math, the rest were all so screwed up. chemistry paper was like an alien for me, all the organic structures were like staring at me and saying something like "oh i am not leting u noe who i am"...like i really got quite pissed up doing tt paper. well, one wk later i shall see wat happens.

before promos, i always thought tt last day of it will be like such a wonderful and crazy day. but we ended up walking around orchard tt day after math paper. even when it was my birthday, its oso like quite sian. oh btw stuart's friend really sings damn well, so powerful. next week will be our turn lah...so paiseh, dunno wat will happen on tt day itself. we didn't practise much, tts the main thing.

haiz, its been two tiring days. really wanna slp now....but i must perservere...need to finish watching da chang jing as fast as possible!!!!

2005-09-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

mm...my class went for our learning journey at the subordinate court yesterday. i'm really very sorry that i totally forgot that i was supposed to go with the music awards band members...if not for xiaohan who told me todae, i wouldn't remember lah. so back to the court...the trials were not as exciting as those in the tv serials. they might be quite boring to watch as everybody including the accused and the lawyers is like forever so calm. but fortunately the case that we sat in for hearing was something abt riots between youngsters, so it was quite a pleasure to watch. overall, i think that the most most exciting part of the journey was the photo taking! it was the first time that we took a class photo. i had been longing for this day for so long and it finally came..aha...but so sad kelvin, julius not inside..oh and teng. nvm we will take again next time...maybe after promos...79 is coming through.~ ^_^

2005-09-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

yeah! math tutorial was completely fun today...cause i did my tutorials..no more pure copying of answers :)

2005-09-12T05:30:00.000+08:00

from 1 o'clock, i kept telling myself '5 minutes more'. now its already 2.30 pm and i am still surfing on the net. what am i doing lah? everyone else seems to be mugging so hard and look at myself..urgh..its really time to study.

2005-09-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

i really don't understand what's wrong with kids nowadays. they are becoming more and more dependent, always relying on others. i don't know if it is only my brother or the same for everyone else. i really dunno how to handle my younger brother anymore, he is really getting on my nerves...after he finishes his food, he will leave the utensils on the table, waiting for others to pack the place for him. even if he made the table dirty, he will never bothers to wipe the area...and if you ask him to, he will say later reluctantly as if being corrected BY ME is very disgraceful lidat. if he wants anything to happen, he will just shout 'li si xiang! or bro!' from where he is and expect the person to do it for him...EVEN when asking homework qns, he will shout for you to go instead of he himself coming towards you. whenever you wanna correct him, he will find all...and i mean ALL ways to argue back. i mean so what if he is in dunman high sec, he don't really have proper manners. damn competitive, everything also wanna appear as the 'winner'. whenever he gets scolded by mum, he will like give me that kind of 'thanks uh' look. why do people nowadays only blame others but never themselves? why can't you just stop blaming others and think about how you have gone wrong, maybe in that way you will be a better person? and whats's wrong with the sec1s now, so many weird thinkings...you will never know what is on their mind. my brother will always stop me from glancing at the computer screen even when he is doing a SCHOOL PROJECT...haiyo what is the world becoming. just now he was trying to print a picture of his class, and he asked me not to look...he don't wanna let me see his class photo...UH!!!! i am so pissed...'cause my friends are inside'...i mean so what?...dunno whats wrong with him...UH!!!!!! he just came into the room and asked me 'where is the cup of barley drink'....this just shows how dependent he is...it just tells that he never even tried to look for the drink before asking others...no initiative, not only this time...everytime he will ASK FOR his meals instead of taking it himself...mm.....can't imagine his future...urgh!!!...i'm so pissed!!!! whatever lah...piece of shit.

2005-09-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

i saw junyang in sajc again. the 1st time was during a normal sch day, and now in the middle of the saint reunion dinner. he was like so friendly towards everyone. one thing i must say is that i really can't stand that woman from the sch who kept dragging him aound like as if she is his manager of protector. anyway, i managed to take a photo with him...so fun.

on mon, i went to bedok library. the last time i studied there was during the O level period and now the promos period. as i flipped through the lecture notes, it felt like reading something totally new, something that i had never came across. almost a year had passed and i wasted these nine months or so. i must say that i really had lots of good times since the start of the yr, with all the involvments in band, sch events and outings with friends. it didn't feel like in school, but some great entertainment centre. there are only three weeks left to the first paper, the gp paper. these are the few subjects that i want to score well, gp maths physics, cause i really don't want to disppoint the respective subject tutors.

some hilarious happened during the band management course. imagine the conductor speaking in the centre of a circle of students, 'band management is about...' then suddenly, the bell of the p.a system sounded. 'ah di, ah heng, ah heng, come canteen to eat lunch.' (i assume its by some school cleaner) so stupid lah...anti climax.

the upcoming months are exciting ones. lots of new albums are coming up. yang cheng ling's, yanzi's, elva's, s.h.e's..jay's...wow, can't wait for their new songs. right now i really feel like running into any kbox lounge and start screaming my heads off. so long never go kbox liao, sian. miss kbox!

2005-08-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

slept from afternoon 3 to 10 at night today, tts why i am still quite awake now.

had band dinner on friday, it was quite a smooth successful one. our play went on smoothly, the seniors enjoyed themselves. the games were funny, the food was quite ok. the photo slide shows were nice, the leaders' speeches were inspiring, mr glosz's too. everyone was dressed up formally and nicely, some looked diiferent from usual. it was like a mini last gathering for the seniors and juniors.

after the band dinner, i went to watch this jap horrer movie. it was extremely boring. nobody in the threatre screamed throughout the show and its a horrer movie..so u guys can imagine how shocking the movie is. quite a waste of my money.

in the afternoon, my head banged onto the shelter outside the band rm TWICE. it was damn paiseh. its like once not enough must twice...first time when going to the room second time when leaving the band room. tts why my forehead and the upper part of the nose got one cut each. so careless of me.

oh, deon huimin aloo wrote some messages for us. haiz, so huimin din like me when she first saw me. disappointed...but lucky not until now...haha. the photo is cool lah...only the soprano sax is in gold, the rest are all in black and white. after reading aloo's message, i really think that i shld go and rebond my fringe, its getting so irritating having tt. if only rebonding is free of charge or my mum is a hair dresser.

i just can't stand my parents. they nag at me all the time. wats wrong with coming home late. wats wrong with staying up late. wats wrong with them. wat u want me to tell u, i had to prepare for band dinner? i had to prepare for band stuff? wat would ur answer be? 'band dinner? dinner so long one meh..shld be around one hr only wat...u eat so slow isit' its so hard to explain, partly because both of u dunno english. plus ur generation and my generation has different ways of doing things. why don' t both of you join band together with me. i showed my progress report to them. and this is wat they say 'learn so much music stuff for wat...next time also cannot earn a living, everyday band band band, coming home so late how u study...' not all band members wanna have a music career, we join purely for experience...for the fun. i dunno why they can't be more understanding. i wanted to learn piano during sec 1 and also got rejected. they think that its gay for guys to learn this kinda things, most piano learners are female, and its waste of money if i dun intend to teach piano next time. mm wat crap lah...i already give up on learning piano liao...

i must really try and get good grades for all the upcoming tests and exams. only when i show them that i can manage my studies, then they cannot say anything about me joining band.

2005-07-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

its been a week since the end of presentation night, the step down of the seniors. mm...i really enjoy playing in esplanade, and wif the seniors....bigger band, more fun, more laughters. on 19 july, our persis sounded nice...n we managed to bring merry widow to another level...cheers. it was the first time i kinda felt relaxed on stage...i was looking around the whole concert hall while having rests in persis..trying to use this opportunity to enjoy myself. mr.glosz said tt it was the first time sajc left a presentation night stage smiling...cool. after tt, we did something tt made the seniors cry. in the course of preparing for it, i didn't have much feelings abt it. it was only when the seniors made their way to the track...the candle people slowly moved away to join the junior band...first chord of 'time to say goodbye' started to play...then i suddenly felt like crying. yes...many things happened in the six months, i must say tt sajc band is much much much more enjoyable than temasek band. i learned new things...met new people...nice ones like the seniors. one journey ended for the seniors and another began for us...the J1s. thanks senior saxtion...though u all stepped down liao but i noe u all will come back one lah...continue to see u all in school.

rapture was great...enjoyed it very much.

its learning festival tml. i'll be attending the hip hop dance session. come to think of it, its really embarrassing to dance in front of the school dancers...haha but already sign up liao...wat to do.

sian...my life is kinda of screwed up...to certain extent...haizz...hope things would be good tml.

2005-07-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

i am at my zhenghao's house. feeling very sian after playing pool with tracy, janice, huiling and my sister, so i decided to come here. today is a special day, its zhenghao's birthday! happy birthday to u~~ its been quite some time after we last saw each other. mm...he seems to be taller, dunno why. mm...exciting hope we can go and sing songs later...

tis afternoon, our pw grp met up at lido mac. all of us were actually late...so funi. besides that, the discussion of the gpp went on smoothly. haha...i think we are one of the more efficient grps. after that, i went and play pool with janice and friends. mm...third or fourth time playing this game called pool. though tis game is not really something very very exciting, it is a good way for a grp to spend their time when they have no where else to go. though i had already played it like abt more than three times, i am still not quite used to the kind of environment in there. anyway, had lots of fun. my sister's expression was like quite amusing....yup.

tml is our A level chinese listening exam, and we were really well informed abt it. but i think it will be one of the easiest A level papers...not a lot of hand movements required. tml there's a rehearsal at esplanade! yeah! presentation night is coming...finally! i had never played in esplanade before lah...and i will be...soon. oooh....something exciting to look forward to.

2005-07-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

i bought stripe socks yesterday just for todae and only three out of eight wore stripe socks as promised. it was such a failure lah. anyway, the band sounded gd todae, lets keep it tt way.

had my lunch at Toa Payoh interchange. the basement foodcourt sucks lah...especially the ice corn with its CONDENSED MILK. uhh! OMG i am going to become over weight again lah...after tt went to walk walk see see with moses serene and cheryl. we saw a pocket cornet at the cash converter, the one tt jojo brought tt day...just tt the one is not blue. it costs only 100+...woohoo how cheap can it ever get. if i am a cornet play, i will consider buying it. after tt serene n moses wanted to go kbox, but i dun wanna go. cose..the rate for todae is ex...not like weekdays, plus its not the cityhall kbox. i luv city hall kbox! aahha.

moses left early, leaving us behind. the rest of us went to popular...fairprice...value shop. had lots of crapping sessions with the two. fei yu qing rocks! very delicious...and the glass is nice yeah! actually there's a meaning to the glasses one. rmb we ate ice cream? yup! haha just tot of it...econs rep club...new club formed. oh yah, i bought tis meiji chocolate coated grape chewy sweet...a big tube of it! and i finished ALL in one day. OMG lah, all fairprice's fault...and shit! i forgot to take the photo cd back from serene. i tink sooner or later, mr ho will give me a bad bad news..."szu xiang, u r in taff AGAIN!" dotz...regret eating so much but cant help it.

10.21 liao...tml still got pw meeting at town. tink shld start doing tutorial now liao.
big intestine demon...off.

2005-07-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

Excluding the commendation, the day was actually quite an exciting one. I always thought that commendation is something fun and one event worthed looking forward to. But after experiencing it myself, I thought it is really a boring event. Unless you are one of the councillors, you wouldn't have much feelings for it. Hah...I was glad that I didn't sleep during the commendation...all thanks to my classmate Carol who kept asking me to stay awake.

Following that, 79 went to PS to have lunch. I ate the same food again, the fillet rice there is great, filling and most importantly, relatively cheap. Then, meiting, byan and me went to the kbox at city hall to have FUN! Oh yah, I must say that I love the city hall kbox! Its the best kbox I had ever been until now. Firstly, the service is good. Also, the staffs there will normally allow us to extend 1 more hour...yeah man. Mm...we really enjoyed ourselves in there lah...jumping around, making each other laugh, scolding the 'neighbours' and staffs.

After k-ing, julius, fiona and evi came and joined us. We had dinner at the basement food court. My wallet had 0 dollar left, so in the end I had to borrow money from evi...so pathetic lah...next time must bring more money out. The dinner was quite sucky, didn't enjoy it. Next we went to Caffour. We looked at the fridges..fans...computers...speakers....all sorts of things. When we came to this section with a small table and a few tiny chairs, we started to sit around the mini table. 'Concentration concentration...this is a game...' we began playing games at the table. It was so embarassing lah...everyone turned and looked at us when they walked past...malu lik siao...but we continued playing...proceeding to the hand tapping game. After some time, the old salesman shouted across to tell us to stop our 'majong session'..in a sarcastic tone. Even though it was really quite paiseh...i though we wouldn't have left the place if we were not in sch uniform.

Haiya...tml got band again...dunno to be happy or sad. I realise I like persis more than merry widow now. Mm...so tired...going to slp soon.

2005-07-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

On monday morning when the principle LCT mentioned UK, I thought of Jason again. It's been two days since he left for UK, I wonder how he is doing there now. He never updates his blog, never goes online these few days. I really dunno hows life there...hope he will enjoy himself there.

Another thing is that I finally get for myself a new blogskin! As you can see, the skin is not really anything nice. I am just too desperate to change the skin. I think it is time for me to stop using the default blogskin. I wanted to get a stickman blog, but it was no where to be found. Next, I wanted a winter blog too, but the choices all look so 'girly'...so yup choose this one. I think I will be changing soon.

I pass my GP! got a C6. Though it is not really considered good, but I am still glad that I manage to get such mark..haha...can't really believe oso.

Time passes very quickly, its already the 3rd week of term 3. Its the commendation week, and the week before presentation night. It seems like it was only 1 month ago when we, the sajc band members cheered and celebrated for getting into presentation night. Very soon, the J2s are going to leave us and we will need to be on our own. I hope all of them will do well in the upcoming A level and do the band proud.

Tml is my GCE A Level chinese oral. I had just read through a few passages. Mmm...yes...I think my chinese got worse after I came to this JC. But let's hope for the best for tml...wish that I would get a super nice teacher.

2005-07-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

Common test began and ended just in a split second. I don't really expect much this time, simply because there wasn't really any hard work put in. This was the results I expected: Math E Econs E Physics D Chem O. I just got back my math paper last thursday and guess what, I got an O for math. Well, this is the first time I fail a math paper. Everything has a first time and a last time, this is how I console myself.

On thursday, Mrs Tay told us a true story of a JC student. He was a SAJC exco band member, and he had to worked everyday after school because his family was poor. And despite committing so much of his time, he still manage to score straight As for all the exams. I think he deserves respect. I always admire people with great perseverance cause I know it is not easy to become one.

For those people out there who had already watched War of the Worlds, initial D...and have nothing to watch, I strongly recommend "Les Choirites". Its a french movie thats talks about how music and singing change the problem kids. Although it has a simple plot, the way the movie is being taken can really touch people. The lead singer in the movie sings damn DAMN well...so angellic, my hair stood whenever he started to sing. I think one of the reasons why I am captured by this movie might be because I hardly hear any good choir in Singapore. In most choir, the members doesn't seem to have the passion in what they do, I don't feel their emotions coming through. So for those who have never really came across any good choirs, pls go and rent it.

Last Saturday, OG outing and sleep over were held at peace' s house. Though only a few came, it was quite a successful one. I will never forget the stupid things we did man...watching 'funi' movies, celebrating birthdays for tiggie and baldwin, spraying water onto jason. Oh yah, I would like to wish Baldwin a happy belated birthday. We wanted to celebrate birthday for him too but he left so early in the morning for church. On sunday, we had a farewell party for jason at ian's house. A lot of people went. According to ian, there were about 80 plus people, lik 'wow'. At first, I thought it would be in ian's house. But to my disappointment, it was at the condo barbecue pit. If its inside ian's house, it would have been like a pub lah...which is cool...haha. After that, I went to Bishan Junction to eact mac with some of my ex 51 people. To those that were there, I am so sorry for being so quiet that day. I always become very quiet when I am with a person after not seeing him for a long time. Its not that I don't like you all anymore, I still love 51 and will always love...haha. Yup, thats wat i wanna say.

After the brisbane trip, I realise that I am a quite a 'loser' in the saxtion. Whenever the saxtion is having conversation on a particular topic, I always end up 'jecting' myself by giving my own opinions. Thats why I try to talk less now to prevent being 'ject'. And because of that, I am also more careful about what I am going to say. If I think it might sound stupid and 'loserish' to them, I will try to keep it to myself. Mmm...I think I shall keep quiet most of the time. I think there's something wrong with me. Maybe I am slow, or I am not well informed of what's happening around the world, or I am just not well read and mature. Keeping quiet as what I always did in secondary school might be the best way out.

Tonight, jason yeung is leaving to UK. I really hope I can go and send him off. Jason ah, must remember me ok...cause i will remember you too..haha. We can always chat online or send e-mail to keep in contact. Yeah...wish you all the best in your future. Do tell us more about UK when you have the chance to come back to Singapore. Jiayou!

Mm...i think this is the longest entry I had ever written...so tired now. I need to have some good sleep before school reopens on monday...so c u!

2005-06-17T14:28:00.000+08:00

i just came back from brisbane yesterday. singapore weather really sux. it's so hot here, unlike australia which is so cold. the air here is so polluted unlike australia's which is so clean and refreshing. i really miss australia lah, especially our apartment there. but one thing tt i am glad is tt i finally get to eat my mum's dishes. it is not tt i wanna say, australia food really sux lik hell lah. its always sandwiches if not burgers and western set meals, how do australians survive gorging on these food man! throughout tis trip, i got to noe the J1 band members more, especially eef, andrew and jinyan...the ppl of the cleanest rm!

i had a very gd plan todae: 11-2 go kbox then 2 to 8 study at bedok library...guess wat happen. after singing k lunch, i and zhenghao went to eat even more. following tt, we went to fairprice n some places to slack. we had totally no mood to study. haha zhenghao was telling me, 'i dun wanna fail!' in his usual funi tone...dotz lah...i think its no big deal to fail in jc level. so we wasted one day.

i really cant stand my elder brother sometimes lah. we quarrel...n it gets more frequent as he grows older lah. its not MY problem, its totallly his and HIS lah. he always uses the same trick to win me and he always thinks that he really succeed in making me angry. dotz lah...he is such a unreasonable person, i think it is so totally wrong to let him be the eldest child. he does way in his own way n in his view its always the right way, he never listen to his younger brothers' comments. in tis way, he will never learn his mistakes lah, feel so sad for him. i guess its only when he starts his career in the future then he will learn. oh yah if anyone of you oso quarrel wif ur siblings and always feels tt you lose to them...here's something u can learn from my brother. keep repeating your pt louder than ur sibling, dun care wat they say, just repeat ur pt louder n louder. must show tt u dun care wat he or she says although u most probably are. then if he or she continue...say ur finally words n leave the rm or place where the quarrel takes place...haha he's forever so childish...23 liao still lidat. oh yah, so far i haven heard of anyone who cant play the quitar when the radio or other music is on...haha my elder brother is one...n he consider the action of turning on the radio when someone is playing the guitar as rude...wat the hell lah..or maybe he's still angry over smting i had done so he goes all the way to scold me....haizz so xiao qi de wadever lah....but still long way to go man bro jia you!

truely speaking, i really dun wish to fail my common test lah...at least for math n physics. JC life is so stressful and quick. when u haven really settled down, half a yr had already passed. i have 9 days left to study before i go and take the exams. i think it will most probably be the same for all the sajc band members. jia you man, i believe we can do it de!

2005-06-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

two days ago just had practice wif ansley, xavier, daryl, the altos n weijie. this is the first time tt the tenor saxophone section alone actually has four members. its so fun and exciting! all the tenor saxophonists r nice ppl, yeah : )

i just came back from town. i actually wanted to buy the jacket n some long sleeve shirt todae, but of course didn;t buy any in the end. now i only left sunday to buy lah, dead man! tis is my first time going to some winter country, how do i noe wat to bring. i tink uh..preparing for the trip really mak me wanna die lah.

after going for this shopping trip, i realised tt i hav quite alot of things tt i want to buy. the adidas common three strips shoe, sling bag, slippers, jacket...but there's surely no more time for all this lah..how man~

2005-05-31T13:56:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! its june holiday again. time passes really fast. still rmb tt during 2004 june holi, i was trying to study for the upcoming Os but end up watching television most of the time. so wat to expect tis june holi. it is going to be the most exciting june holi because australia is waiting for us, the sajc band. i 'll get to c kola bears, experience cool weather (hope there's snow) , be the third member of the family to experience aeroplane flight, watch movies on the plane.

last sat, i went to SAV to practise wif the twe bandits and the sas bandits. sitting besides ansley made me feels lik i am back in tms again. she is lik before, so crappy, hyper. darryl was abit quiet but its better than last wk liao. ruiqi n weijie was super late for practice tt day. when they stepped into the sas band rm, i tot tt their clothes were damn funi. weijie wear until he's going out to tampines mall lidat. at first when i saw ruiqi, i was asking ansley why her skirt so long. then after band, i went to ask ruiqi if she lik bought a new skirt or smting. haiz, only then tt i realise her skirt was all along tt length...haha its because the gals fr sajc all wear skirts tt are so short...no wonder the DP always nags at them...lolx.

tis few wks, i have been coughing. for so long, i always tot tt my immune system is the strongest in my family but i was obviously wrong. i must try to curb the viruses or else my dad wun let me go australia. i oso dun wanna waste money visiting doctor. haiz...dunno wat to do.

jason is leaving for uk soon. he said before tt he might be going to uk to study. but i really never thought tt it will really happen but it did. he's one of the fun ppl i noe, i tink i am gonna miss his crap after july. he made my life in jc more exciting, at least for the first three mths. i am really happy to have him as a friend.

american idol 4 had ended. carrie was announced the winner of the season. she really derserved the title. i tink the song 'angel brought me here' is really nice, especially carrie's version...strong n powerful. the lyrics are meaningful too.

2005-05-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

Yes!! Go SAJC team! Congrats to the sajc tennis team for getting into the semi-finals...u guys rock man! Jason and Ian...yeah go! haha...

I reached home super early todae, its the earliest since the start of JC life lah....3.45 man...so early...so not use to it...life without band. Usually, i would have reached home at 8 plus because of band pract...but todae i get to watch american idol 4. Vonzell Solomen is the best singer, she is so cool! I hope she will win!! America, think carefully ok!

K lah....I slept the whole afternoon todae....then watch tv all the way....haven start on my physics dynamics tutorial yet lah...i hope the june holidays faster arrive...so tt i can revise my work....

2005-05-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

As yan cheng suggested, we decided to create a blog for the four of us...and it was done yesterday...called the 'quatrain'. Its some term from literature poem...quite cool i thought. Yeah thanks to aileen, my project work idea is much more interesting than be4 now...she is as usual..full of ideas to share...n up til now she is still my small eng tutor. Thanks to her...some of my weird eng sentences could be corrected before sending to the teachers. Yup, hope tt u r enjoying in vj now...stay crappy hor~

I have to say tt since 'american elegy', i haven't really come across a piece tt can give me the same sensation...Recently, i am so addicted to the piece 'Mononoke Hime Medley'....oh man, i love the piece lah!!!! Its some anime theme song i tink....yay! 3 cheers to the composer...hope tt i can play it some day wif the champian band!!!! haha...yup :)

Todae, i get to experience standing at the balcony of sajc during morning assembly. The whole champion band was there...looking calm and cool...yeah! Just as i was standing there todae, i realised tt the rows are seriously super messy lah...no wonder tt woman always scold us for tt...

Still listening to the mononoke hime medley.........soon i have to start studying for the chem test tml...soon....maybe in 5 minutes time...hope i dun slp while looking at the lecture notes~

2005-05-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

woohoo!~sajc band rawks!! gold with honours plus a chance to play at the esplanade! u all simply rocks men! we knew we could do it and we proved to everyone tt we could do it...tts the way yeah! I still rmb tt we nearly chose 'Jericho' as our choice piece, as its more technical, therefore giving us higher chance of getting into presentation night...but luckily we sticked to our original piece 'merry widow' a piece tt i will never forget~ we played real music right from our heart todae...i really felt so good when i heard tt a lot of ppl had goosebumps while listening to our performance! although the tenor sax did screw up a little in one small part of the set piece....we still managed to make it into the presentation night!!! yay~ Something shocking tis yr is tt RJ only got gold...not even a gold with honours. I sort of feel abit sad for them....haiz...

After todae's syf, a lot of ppl is going to pon sch tml!!! and i can't do tt cause i forgot to hand in the stupid giro-form...haizzzz.....can't wait for monday to arrive. During the morning asembly, the whole band would be at the balcony...looking cool! Need to get a gd slp todae....so bye!~

2005-05-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

Past few days were really fun for me. Firstly, i ran during the sajc sports day which was held on last friday. It was quite a last minute decision to run, cause my class initially decided to drop out of the competiton...but thanks to me, my class ran. The list of runners were decided on the day itself. 5 gals, 5 boys...Tracy, Sin Wen, Huiqi, Carol, Su Bing, Khai Nam, Bryan, Samuel, Deyun, me...we ran our best yeah! Although we didn't get in first, it was really something meaningful. Maybe partly because tts my first and only time participating in any sports day event!

I witnessed something touching todae morning...i saw a couple bringing a lost dog around the whole neighbourhood estate just to help it find its way home. How many ppl nowadays would actually do tis kinda thing...its costs lots of their time, and effort and they did it...hooray!....may the dog find its home asap...

Actually, i just came back fr ian's hse. 51 gathering. We celebrated his birthday for him....the tennis cake had a nice design...but mm its abit too creamy...lol. yeah...sad to say, it was really boring at the starting...but after playing tennis...woohoo! it rawks man....finally i get to play tennis! tennis rocks! Haizz, even though it rocks, i still think its super tiring....not the hitting part, the picking up balls part. Yeah then after tt....we went to ian's bedroom...cool....i always think tt having one room to urself is a real cool and gd thing...but i will never hav it. aniway, i sang lots of chinese songs wif melisa and yin may....very enjoyable...lik going to kbox lidat. k lah...51 shall meet again some other times!

Yes, tml got band again...going to perform at istana at 3.30 pm. i am so excited, its my first time performing at the president's hse. syf is lik just four days away...time is really running fast. I think i sort of corrected my embrochure after wat deon told me on sat...i actually look forward to making music wif the band tml...wosh tt everything goes well on thurs... : )

Mm...for the past two or three wks, i had been practising hard for syf...everyday there's band and because of tt...I always reached home at abt 9 plus. I feel very sad cause i missed lots of my mum's dinner...it has been so long since i last ate her food...oh yar...thanks huimin n deon for crapping so much during band pract...u all really make those sessions more fun...k lah see saxtion again tml....slp well everyone....

2005-04-28T02:43:00.000+08:00

Something very paiseh happened during today's physics lecture today! I was sleeping almost throughout the whole session...about 45 minutes, according to my classmates. The lecturer Mr Stanley Ong is my subject tutor...for both first three mths and now. He saw tt i was sleeping and asked me in front of the whole grp of LT3 students if i was ok...but i didn't wake up even when all my classmates started to wake me up......When i finally do so, it was already like 45 minutes later...sianz....

For today's econs tutorial, more than half the class were late and they were forbidded to join the class.....quite sad for both Mr Tan and the rest of the class. He was really friendly and nice today...maybe he's in good mood : )

After band practice, peace, jasmine, me, janice....some of the easterners waited at the bus stop for at least 1 hour...thinking of whether we shld take a cab home anot. It was Jasmine that said tt she wanna take cab home because she got lots of homeworks to do....but in the end she nearly became the last one to go home.....so funi lah....haizz....tml still got band pract...

7 days to syf........7...6...5...continue to countdown...

2005-04-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

Hoo hoo...just found out tt my econs tutorials wun be so boring after all. Mr Tan is so damn funi...he is and he shows it...with his trademark ( ^_^ ) SMILE...yes happy teacher happy mi...Mr.Tan, we promise we will read the lecture notes like our bible! Though something we might not understand, we will continue to use our wonderful mind to ponder while we look closer into the notes...YES! tts the way rite...at least i got something to observe from now on....during boring econs tutorial....Haizz dunno since when, my passion for econs lik slowly decrease....so sad, maybe partly because of mr.tan...thanks for being so HELPFUL and CARING...looks lik i have to work harder in order to not fail econs...79 we can do it! even on our own....jia you! k tts the message for the day...tml got ECONS test...yay n soon he's going to explain the ans to the test again...and i get to see him again...so exciting isn't it?

2005-04-25T09:45:00.000+08:00

I had just finished my three days of band camp. I got to really noe them better...afterall we spent 2.5 days together, practising for the upcoming syf. God pls bless us... On sat, we sort of had a small birthday celebration for andrew. Happy turning 17, andrew! n may the teddy bear be wif u...

Haiz...jc life is really getting more n more stressful. My life seems to only involved band studies band studies band studies...no time for anything else. The pw first draft is due tis coming friday and i still don't really know wat we are supposed to do. I am so gonna die...plus there is band pract everyday next wk...how i hope one day can be longer. The time magazine had been delivered to my hse already...n i still haven read any yet...common test is few wks away from now....which means i am going to do badly for gp...Also, fitness test is coming soon...how am i going to pass my sbj and pull up...if i cant pass the test, i will not be allowed to play games when the class plays...thats so sad.

Its has been quite a long time since i am in 05s79, i like my class now more than before. They are crappy, funi, fun, loving...in short, nice ppl...but i am not really close wif anyone one of them apart from the band members...And duno why...i don't really feel happy in jc nowadays. Life seems to be not as enjoyable as before. Although lots of the time i can be crapping n laughing together with the band ppl, but i just dun noe why i am doing so...And nowadays when i see my first three months friends...lik jason, sherlynn, ian, wen hsin, manas, melissa, samantha...i hav nothing or not much to say to them...i feel lik we had slowly drifted apart...i hav been involved so much in band activities, that i actually sort of neglected them...How i wish that i could watch the tennis matches, or go out wif the previous s51 ppl......

Actually come to think of it...the main purpose of coming to jc is to get education...it doesn't really matters whether i had 'life' here anot...So i shall set targets for myself for the remaining of the two yrs in sajc....that is to get at least a gold for syf n to pass my promos so that i will not get retained. .

2005-04-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

tms band got gold with honor for syf todae! wow tts so wonderful lah...rmb two yrs ago we were just borderline gold band...n now tms is a gold with honor band! they will get to perform with other honor band too i tink...so cool. well done men! go twe~

i went wif qi ya to cut hair tis afternoon at pointerz...haizz dunno wat shld i say abt my new haircut...its so short n the hairdresser make me feel more weird by putting styling gel...haizz tt was my first or second time styling my hair? n i just cant get used to it...on the way back to sajc, i kept avoiding ppl i noe cause i was afraid tt they might see my hair...it was damn funny...even when i was in the toilet, i tried to look down so tt i wun hav any eye contact wif the ppl....haizz anyway dun lik to gel hair, dunno why....very weird.

i just finished my chem tutorial...feel so relieved. n i am now listening to f.i.r' wu xian....its lik i am totally addicted to their music lah.....cant stand it i must dedicate another song of f.i.r to everyone i noe!

無限
無邊無際無窮　無限蔓延
無道無天無間　無限光遠
無悔無怨無限　無法超越的世界
紅色藍色灰色　黑色警戒無色有色真實　
虛幻空間都是屬於我們　音樂自由的意念

Hold your tears No matter what the people say
只有相信一種堅持　一種力量能把失敗都摧毀

只有我絕對沒有後路可退
自由去追沒有誰能拒絕
只有我超越極限你看不見
自由的純粹我能體會

2005-04-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

wow! i bought f.i.r "wu xian" album todae...the cover is so nice, three of them are like standing on ice land, looking smart n faye is in red, my fave colour! the overall package is so cool lah...i hope they wun disappoint me when i listen to the album tml...wow so excited!~ btw todae i had a sax section outing...if andrew was there, then it would be a complete section liao...haizz faster get well andrew...:) k since syf is coming soon...i shall dedicate a song from f.i.r "wu xian" album to my dear section mates!

千年之戀
竹林的燈火　島國的沙漠七色的國度
不斷飄逸風中有一種神秘　
灰色的漩渦將我捲入了迷霧中
看不清的雙手一朵花傳來誰經過的溫柔
穿越千年的傷痛　只為求一個結果
你留下的輪廓　指引我黑夜中不寂寞
穿越千年的哀愁　是你在盡頭等我
最美麗的感動　會值得用一生守候

hope tt we will persevere no matter wat happens...n anyway pls purchase "wu xian" at any cd store todae! do it quick!~

2005-04-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

econs continue to rock man...i paid full attention during econs lect todae...ps,cs,max price,min price so interesting lah. then for the chem lect directly after tt, i fell asleep...wat a failure. during the breaks todae, my class played "zhong ji mi ma"...quite funi...unlucky janice drank the terrible drink two times...i seem to like my class more lah...yay coming to sch is much more exciting now. ^_^

during band todae, i felt so sian again...smting was wrong wif my basic n stuff. my ambrochure,breathing,technical are all out of place. mm must practise fr start again...just came back fr the dinner at harbour front...never did any tutorials or revise any lect notes...i am quite dead sia. n some more tml got a presentation workshop. in tis workshop, everyone must present a short speech to tell everyone abt urself. haiz, i hate presentation...my legs n hands wouldn't stop shaking whenever there's thing like tis...n worse still they r video taping everyone's speech, though its cool but it is quite scary lahz...

2005-04-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

wow...i love econs. it was rite for me to drop bio n take up econs. hope tt there are more econs lectures than all the unnecessary sub lik phy,chem...today got class outing but never go...such a pity...go 05S79!

on the way back, i saw my junior ansley...she looks diff fr b4...lik more stressed up lidat...then dunno why she suddenly speaks chinese to me...k lah next mon must jia you lah. gd luck to tms band for the upcoming syf...

econs rocks lah...

2005-04-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

a damn suay day...got caught by mr.silas, the discipline master of sajc....one day wearing the sch u...get cought. we were playing memory game using poker cards in the band rm during our breaks, then he suddenly came in lah...such an unlucky thing...although mr.peh never really scolded us but i tink mr.sirens already rmb our faces already lah...god bless us lorz....

yeah...todae afternoon went to town to pre-order f.i.r's second album but realised tt there is no pre-ordering of their album at all in singapore...so depressed after tt lah...3 more days..on fri i will try to be the first one to snatch it fr the nearest cd store!...k anyway went to catch the movie 'eye 10' wif julius jacky n sulin...it was really amusing, touching and maybe...scary. although its a horror show...everyone in the threatre kept laughing...saddistic ppl...haizz...i was one of them...btw thanks to eye 10 i dun tink i will dare to take the lift for the next one or two wks...

i tink i did something great todae oso....i redo the maths tutorial 1 n 2....mm...i tink i am really going into the study mood now...

2005-04-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

todae is the end of our sajc orientation two...the whole orientation programme was quite ok..as in ok....really ok...my new cg can say is ok lor. some r friendly then some abit scary. for the two days we had been quite united...half the cg pon abt half of the programme...wow we r so united, isn't it? 05s79 go men we can do it...k wadever. ok lah actually e pp in my cg r really nice i must say...i mean i enjoy playing station games n all wif them...but somehow jus dun feel the spirit of the cg....first intake s51 i miss u all...really haizz....

for the finale of the orientataion two...i joined the band j1s. felt damn guilty for separating fr s79. deon's percussion ensemble performed on stage n we r all standing behind cheering loudly for them...although its damn paiseh cose actually eveyone was already damn bored by the soft performance, yet we were still shouting lik no one else's business. similar to orientation one, we had a disco night...jumped wildly in the hall wif the band members...n it was really cool fun n tiring...funi ting was tt someone actually tried to strip himself in the middle of the hall just now...damn funi....guess wat happened to him, our daring saint? he was being chased outside e hall...sad. hah wadever lah hor...all sorts of funny ppl around.

ser xing, poh jee, xueyi came back fr their new jcs to see us, 05s51 (first intake i must strongly emphasize)...after the whole thing me, ian, yin may decided to see the s51 ppl again...when i saw them, ser xing n xueyi were already crying...then i oso cry wif them...first time i ever cried in tis college or i must say in school (not even once in tt sucky tms). i was really damn depressed lah...all the memories just suddenly came to my mind...the first few days of 51...funfair...barbeque...sakae sushi...yup i agre wif manas tt we didn't really treasure 05s51 much b4 tt....eveyone only cmae so close in the last few wks...after me...alison jason yin may melissa sherlynn manas...the whole grp started crying together...haizz....hope can faster meet again...

"i love all of u! take care lots! i will always rmb all of u...i love sa...i love all of u!..."
message fr ser xing to every member of 05s51

nevertheless...life still goes on...just hope tt my cg will get better n better...haizz....tml starts proper lessons...lets see whether my cg will be together during lectures anot...bye to orientation two...

2005-03-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

today is e finale of the double 'i' camp...to instill n initiate. started off wif a boring morning listening to talks on e school's history...we got to learn the five values of sajc. lets clap our hands to welcome them! -integrity-perseverance-respect-compassion-responsibility- how interesting r they yeah...after tt we used eight bamboo sticks provided to make a stretcher to hold e smallest gal in my og, ya shu. ours look damn cool in e hall cose we r e first og to walk around wif it in the whole cohort...but who expected tt we actually became the last few grps while we were at the gallery...

the best activity of the day was e obstacle challenge...i love the monkey bars...the silver bar thingy which we swinged over...the tarzan rope...but one thing i dun lik was the stupid wall...it looked so easy to climb over fr far but when its actually ur turn its completely a different case...smting very cool tt i just found out todae is tt someone's birthday falls on the same day as mine...n tts zi ying..my new og mate...7 oct is such a nice day...

checked out the postings...i am a member of s79-a class made up of students taking three diff combi...feel quite sad...maybe becose my class is e last class for e 7s combi...worse part is tt tml my orientation is going to be spent wif e new cg...hope tt they r all nice ppl...heard tt there r one weird guy...sian...s51 miss u all.....haiz

2005-03-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

hmm...finally i got my own blog. although it might look pretty ugly now...i tink i will try to improve it later on. the 1st day of e induction programme was quite ok...first half was interesting 2nd half sucks abit. someting tt adds fun to e morning is tt e PE teacher leading sounds damn funi...maybe becose of e strong echo coming fr e PA system..."everyone has a play to part in tis saint family" i will not forget wat he said...n e afternoon mrs.lecture tot tt e wordings on e back of the SA shirt is "once a shirt...always a shirt" lame isn't it...

feeling abit excited abt slp todae cose my elder bro is not at home..still in malaysia...dun need to change e mattress formation or carry another heavy mattress in...mm....haizz but anyway i'm quite jealous of him uh cose he finished his NS already...can holi~moon all e way to dunno which mth...

i recorded e st andrew sec band n st pats band playing on sat...until now still cant get over their sound...e sas alto solo was cool...n after listening to so mani times of sec sch ver of singapore rapsody, realise tt its really not nice...boring...lucky we r playing jc's version. i heard tt tml there will be a full band rehearsal..to try a new piece 'carmen fantasy' n it might be e new syf piece for us...i really hope we continue playing merry widow....
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